The goal should’ve been to be healthy all along. Wanting to lose weight quickly for no reason other than impatience has done nothing for me. I’m so sick of myself and my attitude. I’m so sick of using all of my energy to battle with myself, when I really shouldn’t have to. I’m sick of making this harder than it has to be.
I have to be healthy now. I can’t keep doing this shit to myself and go in circles, getting angrier and angrier as time goes on. I need to be happy.